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    Hello, 2010

    Sunday, January 10th, 2010

    It inevitably happens. The holidays roll around and my usually hectic schedule goes haywire and all my good intentions on blogging have suddenly gone out of the window.

    I hope your holidays were full of much joy and laughter. Here in Beijing, Christmas felt like an incredibly remote concept – which can be a good thing in the sense that we’re rather far removed from the commercialism of the season, but I couldn’t help but miss the sound of jingle bells and carols at each street corner. I thus took it upon myself to bring Christmas to the capital of communist China. (With some help from friends, naturally)

    On a particularly frigid Christmas eve, I found myself biking to a nearby English speaking church for a “candlelight” service. “Candlelight” in the sense that the flames were little pieces of yellow paper cut in the shape of a flame and stuck to the top of a candle. Props to the church for getting around the minor issue of the building’s fire safety code :)

    The next morning, it was straight to the kitchen for me. It wasn’t that I needed to spend an entire day slaving away, but rather  all I had at my disposal was two stove burners, a toaster oven and a rice cooker. I must say I’m rather proud of the fact that we had a ton of food including three pies, and plenty of left overs (I might have gone overboard just a tad..)

    Here’s a home-grown Martha Stewart tip for you all from yours truly: if you want mulled apple cider and cheese cloth or spice sachets are unavailable, simply buy a bunch of tea bags, dump out the contents (saving the tea bag itself), replace with desired spices and staple closed. Then mull your juice or wine with a few slices of citrus fruits as before. Voila. Truly necessity is the mother of invention.

    We packed a ton of people in to my modest-sized apartment and had an absolute blast. The highlight was undoubtedly my friends Simon and Eric who played guitar and led us in an awesome round of Christmas Carols (Simon even dressed up as Santa!)

    And lo, there was much rejoicing and stealing of presents at the white elephant gift exchange.

    For New Year’s, we hit the town. First at an amazing meal of unending meat at Brazilian barbecue and then a masquerade party at an amazing restaurant/lounge/club designed by Philippe Stark. Lan is a cross between Alice in Wonderland meets the Matrix, 100% jaw-dropping. I had gotten it into my head that I would stay up all night and commemorate the dawn of a new decade by watching the sunrise at Tiananmen. After our stop at the 798 Art District, where more celebrations were under way, I really didn’t think I’d make it. I remember having my eyelids pried open by Simon and my halfhearted attempt to swat him. But we finally did it. As a new decade broke, I was standing in the world’s largest public square, taking it all in.


    Somehow I imagined it would be completely empty and I could stand in the middle of it and contemplate what 2010 and beyond held in store for me. I would breathe in the frigid northern air and exhale the remainders of 2009. All the things I’d achieved and the things that I hadn’t, and make my peace with the present. I had completely forgotten about the daily flag raising ceremony and that the square would be full of Chinese patriots. It was quite the sight indeed. The flag raising itself was perhaps way too hyped up. From where I stood, it looked more like a limp red cloth that an invisible hand was trying to polish the flag pole with. :) But for the new year, they released hundreds of doves that flocked around the square. Now that was quite a marvel to see.

    So here we are, 2010. I go back and forth about the futility of making New Years resolutions, but this year I am full of great expectations. Perhaps it’s being in a totally different environment at the crossroads of life, but it’s given me a great sense of clarity on where I want to be standing the next decade. Or at least, where I think I want things to be heading.

    Happy Belated New Year! How were your holidays? Any resolutions to speak of?

    quarter century, new home, and the crazy commute

    Tuesday, September 8th, 2009

    Hello internets! As I write this, I’m sitting in a cafe in Hong Kong. I flew back to Beijing a week and a half ago to settle some housing and school stuff, and then returned back to the 852 to shoot a few projects before my term begins. This summer has been one of my worst in terms of my carbon footprint. I traveled almost as much as when I was working as a consultant.

    Quick update before I go into the forth-coming picture post. Malcolm has (rightly) accused me of hoarding all my pictures on my hard drive, and so I’m trying to do something about this. I still have Malaysia (all of Kuala Lumpur, Penang, Langkawi, and Melaka) and Singapore to cover. I have almost as many photos from Singapore as I do from Malaysia, despite my relatively short time there. That’s what happens when you travel with another photographer.

    The past two weeks have been really insane (I know, I know, when is it not?) it seems like the only times I get a few spare moments to myself is when I’m locked in a tin can, being hurled through the air. But seriously, the three hour commute between Hong Kong and Beijing has come to be something I really look forward to. Peace and quiet. Provided there are no screaming babies on the flight of course :)

    I’ll have another post to show you images of the move as well as some from the area around my new home. I’m staying in the same complex as last semester, but I’ve always wanted to shoot a few in the area. I live in what is essentially a hutong. Little alleyways between larger complexes that is absolutely packed with the hustle and bustle of a Beijing that is all too quickly giving way to high rises. The faces of the street vendors, old men playing chess, and the children with the potty-pants (heh. no, that was not a typo) have become familiar and friendly faces.

    Last Thursday I turned a quarter of a century years old!!!! I know it’s not common among young women nowadays to reveal how old they are. But frankly, the number doesn’t matter to me so much as whether it’s twenty-five years that have been well lived. I had a lovely time with some friends at dinner and drinks. And I was amazed at the number of well-wishers who dropped a line on my birthday. Thanks guys! I felt really loved :)

    But back to my point. Turning twenty-five was a much anticipated landmark. Looking back, I’m definitely not where I thought I’d be even just a few years ago. My life has always been full of detours, which is a euphemism for opportunity I think. A few years ago, I would have never thought I’d live in Europe, or pick up and move to China. China seemed like this huge daunting country and the tension between my personal cultural origin and it being totally foreign was palatable even as a child. I would never have dreamed I’d find a passion through photography, or graduate and join the consulting industry. Or find myself in the heart of Old Havana with Melissa, or living in a tree in Southern Laos, or smack in the middle of a Tibetan refugee camps in the middle of a riot. Life seems to go at such a breakneck speed that I can hardly imagine which continent let alone which country I’ll be in this time next year.

    And in many respects, some things remain the same. The unquenchable desire to see the world and chase new horizons. My ever increasing curiosity for new cultures and languages (and as my friend Vince would say, death wish to get into conflict zones). The more I see, the more I desire. To understand, to share and dare I say, to love. Some of my most kindred friends are in the farthest corners of the world, but never far from my thoughts. I have been so immensely privileged to have met such incredible people these last few years. Mentors, friends, people who inspire me to leap far beyond my comfort zone. There are friends of mine who never seem to give things a shot or a chance.. they throw the entirety of themselves into whatever endeavor is at hand. The kind of person I aspire to become.

    This quarter of a century that I have walked the earth has been nothing short of a wild ride. Some experiences that have just blown my imagination as a child. And maybe it is this very aspect that makes me so content to leave my childhood behind and eager to set forth into the future. For as cliche as the saying is, I really do believe that the best is yet to come.

    Farewell, 2008

    Sunday, December 28th, 2008

    …Whew!

    I’ve been working over time with photography lately. In the last 2 weeks, I’ve been really lucky and have been shooting more, meeting with photographers and getting more exposure than ever.

    I’ve met some awesome people through the Hong Kong Photography Club it’s so nice to be around people as equally obsessed about cameras!

    My favorite wedding photographer, Kelly Moore posted two of my self portraits on her blog, which was a real treat to see. A Flickr member, FrizzText spotted two of my photographs from my Crime Scenes series and featured it on his online gallery here and here. And last, but definitely not least.. I’ve been featured in Time Out Hong Kong! WHOA. Very cool to see my images published.

    And if this all isn’t blessings enough, we had a fantastic time at our Christmas party where I set up a CRAZYBOOTH on my mom’s balcony, conveniently kept hidden from prying eyes by keeping the curtains closed. After the potluck and the chatter was in full swing, I snuck out a few girls, and teather-shot Strobist-style with my laptop inside the apartment. It was a huge hit!
    Although I didn’t get much of a chance to see for myself (being out on the balcony), I’m told that it drew quite the crowd. I think the biggest benefit of something like this is a) giving your guests a keepsake that is both personalized and lots of fun to do and b) not forcing anyone to pose with a plastic smile plastered on their face. I was amazed at which photos turned out to be my favorites, and also how much the adults got into the whole idea. If we do this again, hopefully the part I need for my new MacBook will be available for me to connect to the TV (as with my old computer). That would be a LOT easier for everyone to see.

    I’m also really excited about some new stuff in my pipeline. I shot a series of  portraits today for a wonderful family with a graduating senior. It was definitely a challenge (= in the rain!) but with the gang I was with today, I knew we’d get some great results despite the weather. I’m really excited to process them and post them up. I also have a session scheduled with an amazing girl who’s starting her own image consultancy. We’re going to be shooting head shots as well as a series of fashion-esq portraits. I can’t wait.

    Tomorrow I’m taking off for a week and a half to China on a short mission trip with some friends of mine. We’re all about the same age, and we’re going to be spending time with university students as well. It’s going to be a BLAST!!

    2009 is sure to bring some amazing adventures. I couldn’t think of a better way to end a year, or start a new one.

    Happy New Year everyone!!